As i sit here lying in my bed on my laptop, my lil yorkie thinks its fun to toss her lil bone onto my laptop keys. I throw it off and then it appears back onto my keys. I throw it off AGAIN. And it appears, oh so softly, back again. It's actually really weird to me that my dog can toss something with her mouth and not move any other part of her body while doing that.
ANYWAY, I took a nap today before work...I was bored...what would You do? please.
Back to my nap...so I had this dream where all the sudden I was going down an escalator...that led me to a ride...kind of a rollercoaster ride but not exactly. Once I got to the bottom, I had no choice but to get on the ride. I was pushed onto it. It was weird. Then once I was on it I saw people who wouldn't help me get off at all. They just stared. And before you know it I was sitting in the cart that was slowly starting to move out the roof and I wasn't buckled in. I freaked out! (in my dream) Then I reached around but couldn't find a seat belt at all. (you know those dreams when you wake up and your heart is racing? ok this was one of those) It was the feeling of "CRAP I'm on this scary ride, barely secured in and it's starting to go!"....Then I woke up.
Seems stupid, I know. Anyway, I overanalyze half the things in my life. All i know is right now I'm pretty scared about my fall internship. And where I want to go for it...LA, NY, or any other big city. AND will I get a good internship like that at all??? Pretty scary. And if i do, its gonna be a BIG Change and something completely New to me. So the dream. I think that's how it's gonna feel. Like I'm taking off and I don't have control or feel safe. I know myself and I get myself into things sometimes and don't have a chance to pull out. So now i've decided to just trust God on this internship thing. Easier said than done. BUT He's like this. He loves for us to just TRUST Him. So we'll see where He takes me and what's gonna happen... soon enough. Dreams are just weird.
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So is God saying--find your seat belt and buckle up, because He's about to take you on a great ride? (What would you consider your seat belt to be?) Or is he saying that HE is your seatbelt? idk... Either way, you're right--he wants us to trust him.
ReplyDeleteLast night I dreamed that I was at a speech given by Pres Obama. He had a pile of his books and magazines on a table, and after his speech, all the people lined up to sign OUR autographs on his stuff for him.
Yes, dreams are weird. ha. I won't try to interpret that one.